terrified

1 day out from moving to New Orleans and I am half regretful and half excited.

right now, all I can see is the regret in leaving everyone I love so much here. I know this is just emotion, but it's consuming right now.

So long Madison....

emotions run high...or low

The emotional toll of this move is finally setting in. I was at Paul's cd release party tonight with all of the people that I now consider to be just as close to me as family and I lost it toward the end of the night.
I know where I need to be. I just hate leaving to go there.
Oh that I could be in both places at once.

Life will go on without me. People will keep going on. Lives will change. I will miss it.

My heart is a little broken right now.