didn't even make it 3 days

My attempt to not think for a week has failed.  I guess I should have gone with a more realistic goal.  A week was just something that was not attainable.  I simply set myself up for failure.

I'm not going to lie.  I feel like crap.  It's just been a bad few days.  

And I've slept 2 hours out of the last 40, so that's just making things all the worse.  And it doesn't look like there's too much hope in sight for a whole lot more sleep tonight.  

This is one of those times when I'd really like to find a way for myself to escape myself.  

Hopefully this will all pass quickly.